It hurts so freakin bad. Can't you tell how much I want you? So i guess it wasnt J afterall, though you don't love him anymore you still aren't mine. Do you know how heavy my heart feels? How I've lost interest in activities and food? I guess you really might have moved on, and not just from J.

Maybe you'll read this in future, but for now, this is my silent recluse where I guess nobody is reading and I can just pour out my emotions here.

Desmond blogged on 9:42 PM

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